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Am I gay? 1/31/2007
I'm currently single. Have no friends. Am still a virgin.
Am very shy and scared. I have always liked women and wish
for women to come to me. I admit that I'm a loser for letting
women slip away from me. I think I'm good looking. I
like to dress nicely for work. I like art and photography.
I'm not obese. People say I look younger than I am. I
always say that I'm not gay. But I have good ...
7 Comments, 514 Views,
9 Votes
,4.07 Score
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as long as I live 1/20/2007
I would have to say as long as I live I will need to be in the
so caled closet, sad to say I know. I am 33 divorced and I have
been crossdressing for many years. I would take my sisters
clothes and sneek around in the and from time to time I would
ditch school so I could spend the whole day dressed up. the
first time I got to dress up and have a man take me was about
4 years ago I meet him ...
2 Comments, 915 Views,
25 Votes
,6.89 Score
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Am I bi, gay, curious, or what? help... 12/17/2006
Im only 17 and ive always had a girlfriend since i was in the
7th grade. But since like the 6th grade ive been attracted
to men also. But i always hated the ass. the thought of ass
makes me sick. ive gotten it in the ass and i HATED it. i really
dont want to give it in the ass either. But....I....LOVE....DICK.
i love sucking them, feeling them, looking at them, and
even guesing how big ...
0 Comments, 670 Views,
12 Votes
,3.51 Score
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WHY AM I SO LONELY? 12/13/2006
Life here at my end used to be simple... I haven't had
sex for a loooong time. But it never did matter for me. All
I know, it's just me and my books; me and my former work.
<br>
I had sex 2 years ago, after that, I have been enclosed with
the reality that I don't have the looks. All I have is
just a plane personality. WEll, at first I believed that
personality itself stand alone ...
1 Comments, 413 Views,
9 Votes
,2.57 Score
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keeping comp clean 12/11/2006
i try to hide my addiction to op but my gf occasionally stumbles
upon something and starts to ask q's is there any way
to clear my comp other than the history ?
3 Comments, 813 Views,
2 Votes
,2.42 Score
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How I came out! 12/8/2006
I hope this helps some of you. I am 48 years old and probably
started have thoughts about guys around 10 years ago. I
was married and semi happy although it was pretty much a
vannila sex life. Missionary sex, and no oral play from
her. I had several time paid a pro for a quick blowjob and
didn't think nothing of it.
<br>
Before the internet I was very naive about gay cruising ...
3 Comments, 1703 Views,
57 Votes
,6.52 Score
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Why did I marry the girl? 12/8/2006
Ok well I’m not to sure how to start this but to start with
I’m horrible with grammar Ha Ha.
For as long as I can remember, I’ve always been attracted
to guys or at least had some type of feelings for them. What
I mean is since I was preteen to now I’ve felt more comfortable
around guys, you know that funny feeling. However, theses
feelings I had I never understood one ...
3 Comments, 907 Views,
15 Votes
,5.27 Score
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Discovering the joys of a hidden desire..and the dilemmas that come with it. 12/8/2006
I'm a married bi-sexual male, it's that simple.
For some time I had wondered about having a bisexual experience.
I would go online , look at articles, chat in different rooms,
try to get a sense of what it was I was feeling. Then the day
came where I agreed to meet a man for some oral fun. It was
a first for both of us, so to say we were nervous is a great
under statement.
Once we ...
3 Comments, 858 Views,
18 Votes
,6.54 Score
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Crazy night 11/28/2006
So everyone mus have had some kind of crazy night. Mine was
this. i was going to a party with my friends all straight.
when i got there there were these two attractive gay boys
that i knew were interested in me. so the whole night was
me trying to avoid them and talk to my straight friends.
however the second my friends left i got to do what i had wanted
from the beggining. long story short ...
3 Comments, 910 Views,
9 Votes
,3.21 Score
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get over it 10/19/2006
I guess I'm what you call "in the closet",
but what the hell is that term all about anyway ? I'm
mean think about it. We all have straight friends and we
know there having sex, but we have know what type or extent,
they could be freaks at home, but they don't look like
it. So why do we think we need to tell others that were gay
? Your sex life is none of there business anyway. To admit ...
4 Comments, 290 Views,
14 Votes
,4.42 Score
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Closet of darkness 10/4/2006
From all of us on the inside, to all of you on the outside:
Fuck you. Fuck your confidence and your self-esteem, fuck
your honest life and your friends that love you for who you
are and don't judge you for who you love to fuck. Fuck
you, and the jealousy that aches inside of me when I see people
who can be true to themselves and not hate the very fiber
from which they are woven.
I'm ...
6 Comments, 817 Views,
29 Votes
,5.85 Score
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Life in the closet is lonely... I had to break out!!!!!! 9/19/2006
Hey guys, I know that life in the closet it nice for some people,
But I couldn't do it anymore. It was killing me maybe
not literally but it was definately hurting me in ways that
felt literal. I came out to my parents on Friday April, 14th.
WOW what a relieve to finally have that out and to have the
two peaple that I love most in the world know who I really
am.
No I am ...
3 Comments, 537 Views,
16 Votes
,4.74 Score
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come suck me in Independence,Mo at my place 8/24/2006
Independence, Mo guy was first sucked by the yard boy who
asked for a drink.......he wanted more.............jim
0 Comments, 1369 Views,
20 Votes
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The end of my closet life 7/15/2006
Finally after 31 years of living in the closet I have gotten
the courage to start coming out slowly though. I have been
testing the waters for the past 3 years now, thats when I
first came out to the first and most important person in
my life, my wife. Let me tell you this that I thought she was
going to leave me, but after she got over her shock she was
very turned on. Well the fact that I ...
1 Comments, 630 Views,
14 Votes
,3.46 Score
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I need some advise 7/6/2006
Hey guys hows it going. well, ever since i can remember ive
been attracted to guys but i also like girls but i guess that
makes me bi. well i need some advice. This dude really wants
to hook up with me but im scared. Even though i have no family
here im afraid of getting caught! and im afraid that i might
even chicken out when we meet. and if we do what do i do. ive
never been with a dude ...
7 Comments, 708 Views,
8 Votes
,4.87 Score
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When Did You Come Out??? 7/4/2006
i am a 21 year old, who's still staying at home with his
mommy. i don't want to leave the house, because my mom
did alot for me and she deserves my upmost respect and helping
her through times. she has said numerous times, that it's
her life and i need to have mine. but i'm sticking with
what i have to do. now i have planned to come out to my mom,
in like 2 years. that means i'll be 23. i ...
1 Comments, 446 Views,
13 Votes
,2.81 Score
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KEEPING PRIVATE LIVES PRIVATE 6/9/2006
On occasion I have the opportunity to make out with a really
hot and sexy guy. He is almost perfect in the art of love making
and sex EXCEPT for two details: he likes to talk about all
his other conquests. I do not appreciate all the talk and
information he dispenses on everyone in the community
because I know he also tells everyone about me too. I have
told him repeatedly that it is ...
0 Comments, 168 Views,
1 Votes
,5.00 Score
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The best thing I ever did!!! 5/4/2006
I came out at the age of 21 to my mates. I new
I was gay from the age of 16 (possible before then) and living
in the closet for 4 years was the hardest thing I've
ever done. I suffered depression and although I enjoyed
life I felt alone and had nowhere to go.
Finally I had enough and I was due to fly to England for two
years so thought what a time to come out. ...
1 Comments, 688 Views,
18 Votes
,4.08 Score
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Trapped 1/31/2006
I admire every bi and gay man who have the balls to come out
of the closet. Here I am, 31 years old and I am trapped in the
straight lifestyle! I live the secret bi lifestyle! I reside
with a woman and pretend the only type of sex I enjoy is straight
sex. I cannot come out because of my job, family, and friends.
I know, this is nothing new for any guy stuck in the closet.
No, I don't ...
2 Comments, 1461 Views,
27 Votes
,7.03 Score
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Advice for my first time? 1/31/2006
I want to lose my anal virginity but everytime i get the opportunity,
i seem to back out. Does anyone have any advice to make the
first time less threatening?
7 Comments, 1301 Views,
20 Votes
,4.15 Score
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how do you explain why you can't love someone 1/31/2006
While celebrating the end of the semester we went out to
the bar and were drinking. Late into the night one of my freinds
(a woman) leaned over and said I love you, I relpied that
i loved her too that she was a great freind of mine and i woud
do anything for her. She askd me not to be scared, and i said
that i don't get scared very easily and it takes alot
to scare me.
She said I want to ...
2 Comments, 368 Views,
9 Votes
,3.64 Score
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How to come out from the Closet 1/31/2006
I'm living in a conservative family. None of my family
member knows I'm gay, not even my colleagues know.
I have very few gay friends as I do not want to arouse their
suspicions. I'm so helpless.
4 Comments, 873 Views,
24 Votes
,1.54 Score
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Finely Out Of The Closet, And Life Is Good !!!!! 1/28/2006
Howdy Cowboy's
Thought I would write an article on my experience of a gay
man in the closet for to long, as a youngster I was gay from
about 10 years old on, playing with my neighborhood
and always ending up with our clothes off, we never thought
it to be weird, we were youngsters and very inquisitive,
we always wanted to play with each other and compare cocks,
it was fun, as I grew ...
3 Comments, 340 Views,
7 Votes
,4.06 Score
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I think I'm str8? 1/19/2006
Although I don't particularly care to have sex with
a lady now or in the future I still wonder as to why the hell
am I even pondering on the idea. In the past I've had
sex with some chix but that was a hell of a long time ago and
since affirmation of being gay I'm very comfortable
been so. I'm out with all my friends and family and do
rarely show public affection when I'm with a guy. ...
3 Comments, 1120 Views,
13 Votes
,0.96 Score
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scared to go out 1/12/2006
I've known I was bi for years. I have a girlfriend but die
for some good gay sex. <br>
I often go out of town on business to Chicago. Last time I
got up enough guts to go into boystown. <br>
Wondered around, went into a couple stores and headed back
to my hotel room. again. <br>
I just can't get up the nerve to actually approach someone.
<br>
When will I learn? ...
1 Comments, 268 Views,
27 Votes
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Come out come out where ever you are!!!! 1/3/2006
A room, inside a room, inside a house most say; lies a place
called a closet, Dark yet quite, not much going on in there.
Just the things we put in there, A hat , coat, a pair of shoes,
important papers etc.....It doesn't leave much room
for anything else. So why isn't every time I open that
door to that closet or to anyones' closet, those are
the things I find inside? The closet is a ...
1 Comments, 815 Views,
15 Votes
,6.35 Score
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Finding a Nice, Handsome Guy When You're Bi/Closeted 1/1/2006
I spend my weeks in New York City and most weekends out of
the city. I want to say this, but at the same time, I don't
want to seem conceited. OK, so here goes. I'm a really
good looking guy. Bright green eyes, nice smile, spikey
hair, cute face, medium height. I get checked out by guys
and girls a lot each day. I'm interested in guys, but
can't seem to meet the right guy on the ...
1 Comments, 794 Views,
12 Votes
,5.80 Score
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I don't remember going into a closet, so how do I get out 12/31/2005
It's funny but, most of use did not volunteer to Hide
our lifestyle choices. It either just happened, or we were
so afraid that the world (or someone from our little part
of it)would find out we changed our prepositions and parked
in back where we can't be seen from the street.
We started to ask ourselves scary questions. What would
grandma think? What would the people at Church think? ...
1 Comments, 326 Views,
4 Votes
,4.41 Score
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My Closet has opened 12/22/2005
This is my coming out story:
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I used to wonder about myself because I never really found
girls attractive, but I was always horny as hell. I surfed
the net for (straight) porn for awhile, but I found it to
always be the same, and it never really interested me. Then
i realized after a long time that my eyes were drawn to the
man instead of the woman, but I never ...
0 Comments, 1059 Views,
19 Votes
,5.76 Score
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Is there such a thing as 11/28/2005
I'm an 18 y/o bisexual that came out about a year ago. When
I came out, I came out as gay, but I now realize that I'm Bi.
The problem is why the hell is being bisexual so damn bad!!
All of my friends say that I have a problem and I'm either
gay or straight there's no in between. Well I happen to know
there is because I can have feelings for either sex. Why
do they have to question my ...
2 Comments, 274 Views,
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